The Advocate

(Broken Fingaz, a Jewish mural with Yiddish lettering, Warsaw, Poland, circa 2014) This is my last post in this series, and there's a good reason for that. In Judaism, letters also have a numerical value. Aleph is 1, Bet is 2, etc. The letter Chet is 8 and the letter Yud is 10, giving us the number 18 and the word "chai" for life. 18 plus 18 is 36, which is known as a "double chai." It's an auspicious and lucky number, the perfect way to complete this. Over the course of my various posts, I've highlighted the following: Middot: Hebrew for values, personal characteristics, traits, or virtues, but literally means measure or norms. Tikkun middot is personal self-growth through this process of cultivating moral traits. See the 48 list . Mitzvah: a commandment, one of 613 mitzvot, but also generally means a good deed with a focus on actions over thoughts or intentions. Hashkafa: the Hebrew term for worldview and guiding philosophy, your ideology. It's a p...

(Art by Karl Bodek and Kurt Conrad Löw, One Spring, 1941) Davka : There is no exact translation, but it can mean all of these things — of course, fuck, well shit, specifically, precisely, because, unexpectedly, just to spite, despite everything, whaddayaknow, of course, just my luck, Murphy’s law, even, damn, despite expectations to the contrary, a slightly amused or ironic feeling of "wouldn't you know it?", "of all things," "of all people,” definitely, exactly as stated, just to annoy, just to be contrary, just to piss me off, on purpose, to antagonize, willfully, spitefully, a paradox, actually, necessarily, like, “in your face,” an attitude of apathetic indifference, uncaring of consequences. It’s an ubiquitous word, a linguistic gestalt of overlapping meanings meandering across denotations and connotations like a tardigrade rolly polly honey badger badass. When all other words have failed, davka will do just fine. Take note and take care.

( Art by Bluelela ) Gimel Zayin Yud : GZY is an acronym for gam zeh ya'avor, which means "this too shall pass / and this, too, shall pass away." There are many stories of its origin, but this is my favorite:  "One day Solomon decided to humble Benaiah Ben Yehoyada, his most trusted minister. He said to him, “Benaiah, there is a certain ring that I want you to bring to me.” “If it exists anywhere on earth, your majesty,” replied Benaiah, “I will find it and bring it to you, but what makes the ring so special?” “It has magic powers,” answered the king. “If a happy man looks at it, he becomes sad, and if a sad man looks at it, he becomes happy.” Solomon knew that no such ring existed in the world, but he wished to give his minister a little taste of humility. Spring passed and then summer, and still Benaiah had no idea where he could find the ring. He was about to give up when he decided to take a walk in one of the poorest quarters of Jerusalem. He passed by a merchant...

(Art by Robert Deninno) Kavod Habriyot : human honor and dignity. A concept for how we interpret and apply Jewish laws and rules where we uplift the inherent value and worth of a person over anything else. It is another principle that allows a Jew to violate religious requirements in pursuit of a higher good that is similar to pikuach nefesh (saving a life). For instance, when Rav Nahman bar Yitzhak is challenged by Rabbi Yohanan, the brother of his good friend Mar. The story goes that a corpse was found in the city of Derokera, and Rav Nahman bar Yitzhak permitted carrying it to a karmelit (a semi-public domain into which carrying on Shabbat only involves a minor transgression). Notably, "Rav Nahman bar Yitzhak was a renowned scholar who later became head of the Babylonian Academy in Pumbeditha. But as we are taught elsewhere, his primary scholarly achievements involved not innovating new legal positions, but accurately preserving and sharing the Torah teachings that he had recei...

Devekut : literally means dedication but traditionally refers to cleaving to God. In ancient Hebrew, to cleave is to become close, to join with, to adhere, to abide fast together, to follow. In religious Judaism and in academia, it's most commonly associated with the philosophical and mystical understanding of cleaving or attaching oneself to God in all areas of life. It can also refer to a deep, trance-like meditative state attained during prayer, Torah study, or when performing the 613 mitzvot. While it's particularly associated with the Jewish mystical tradition, in modern Israeli Hebrew, it's also often a synonym for dedication towards a particular goal. Devekut is that moment of silence when your mind is completely open, listening to your spirit harmonize with the world around you. It can appear as a sudden flash or a quiet realization, and all your misconceptions fall away until the only thing that remains is a feeling of pure connection with whatever you choose to fo...

(Siege and Destruction of Jerusalem by the Romans, 1850 painting by David Roberts) Yavne: a city in the central district of Israel. “For roughly a thousand years, Jewish worship meant bringing sacrifices to the Temple in Jerusalem. Then, in 70 CE, with the Temple about to fall, Rabbi Yochanan ben Zakkai imagined an alternative. He famously asked the Roman Emperor to 'Give me Yavne and its Sages.' From the academies of Yavne came a new form of worship, based on prayer and study. Animal sacrifice, it turned out, was not essential to being a Jew.” But in a larger sense, Yavne means acknowledging “a phase of Jewish history had run its course.” It means that Jews are a living people and part of that process is listening, learning, growing, changing, even or especially when we face our most painful challenges and our most bitter losses. It doesn’t mean abandoning our traditions or community. It doesn’t mean abandoning who we are as a people. Rather, it means embracing what we as a pe...

Parnassah: which means livelihood. It's your income and your ability to support yourself. Traditionally, it has meant your "living" in the sense of "making a living." However, as with all Jewish things, there's a deeper meaning. Parnassah is about more than securing the money to survive in society. It's about understanding the worth of our labor, the costs of our trade, and to chose our occupation with care, because "life's barely long enough to get good at one thing. So be careful what you get good at." Learn more here . Take note and take care.

Gilgul: (plural gilgulim) also known as Gilgul neshamot/Gilgulei Ha Neshamo. In Hebrew, the word gilgul means "cycle" or "wheel" and neshamot is the plural for "souls." Souls are seen to cycle through lives or incarnations, being attached to different human bodies over time. Which body they associate with depends on their particular task in the physical world, spiritual levels of the bodies of predecessors and so on. The concept relates to the wider processes of history in Kabbalah, involving cosmic Tikkun (Messianic rectification), and the historical dynamic of ascending Lights and descending Vessels from generation to generation. Rolling of the souls through life from body to body, animal or human, basically metempsychosis. There's gilgul, transmigration proper, in which a soul that had previously inhabited one body is sent back to earth to inhabit another body. Then ibbur, “impregnation,” in which a soul descends from heaven in order to assist anoth...

This week is #HEREIAM #Hineni. I've endured horrific #antisemitism, yet, I remain a proud Jew committed to all the beauty of our people, cultivating #community, and forging #partners in allyship.  Learn more at Here I Am Stories . Take note and take care.